4 things I Have Learned In Thailand And A Intimate Peace Of My Journal...
Be gentle with your thoughts as you read my worlds. I share my deepest feelings with you that I have taken out of my journal in hope to inspire you. I wrote these notes whilst I was in Thailand where I had the opportunity to re-center and feel full of inspiration…“ When I say I want to go on holiday, what I really mean is I want to escape my everyday life. I want to quit motherhood sometimes. The F world slips out of my mouth way too often these days… I need the time out! I’m empty, I cannot carry on giving from nothing! I’m tired. “
We have arrived in Bangkok. The feeling that takes over my body as we land is almost the feeling of arriving home. Every single part of my body craves the heat, the sweat, the feeling of the minerals on my skin, the salt from the ocean and the Divine Energy that local people provide so effortlessly.
My body was continually giving me signs that it’s craving healing. Stress, anxiety, stiffness, aches and pains goodbye.
“ Oh girl, what is happening? Sensitivity has skyrocketed and you even burst into tears when you see a cute puppy on a TV commercial. “
LESSON ONE: VULNERABILITY
Allowing myself to live in vulnerability means I’m allowing myself to feel and communicate with the body that carries my soul. Is it really possible to have such an open-hearted discussion with my own self?
Sometimes all it takes is a change of environment. Sometimes all it takes is to look into your own eyes in the mirror and see the soul staring back at you. It is all clear now, I understand.
There has been a shift!
My heart is leading me. I no longer care about what I should be doing, all I care about is to feel. I want to LOVE.
There has been a question that keeps popping up in my head. I keep thinking about my book title. I have a notebook filled with what I want to write about and the story is coming together.
Angels whisper in my ear, and I question:
“ Is this part of my purpose? “ But then I leave it there. There is plenty of time to decide. I make a note in my diary: Dear Universe,
I trust your plan and know I am guided. What was lost needed to fall away for something truly magical to appear…
LESSON TWO: CHANGE AND GROW
Change is inevitable and it is a learning curve to grow, to drop the expectations and move through acceptance. I see it as a positive, I see it as a chance to filter out what does not serve us, who may not align with what we are all about. Connect with only those who live and breath the light working, health, wealth and love message I speak. I have faith that my words will reach those who need to hear them and who need my help in life. This is growth.
LESSON THREE: PRACTICE
Always practice. Never give up. Forever learning and peeling the layers and stories that we have told ourselves. It's about softening and turning into awareness of the body and mind. Each layer you work through allows a new beginning and possibility to unfold. You grow, you become better, you shine.
LESSON FOUR: I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE
Be and feel uncomfortable. I push my boundaries and I allow life’s natural flow. I cannot allow this feeling to stop me from following up with my dreams. I want to push through and find the spiritual growth no matter how uncomfortable it gets. I see that now. To succeed and grow you need to try new things, learn to think a new way, expose yourself to new friends, communities, and environment, you may need to get vulnerable. I have found the secret formula:
No dream serves me unless it scares me!